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Jan 17 2012
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Mohenjo-daro

Also, I don’t understand the definition of irony…

Happy New Year everyone!

Let’s get geared up for what will surely be an extra rage filled campaign year!

I myself try to steer clear of any (all really) political commentary as I feel it serves more to agitate  then educate. However with the impending election I’m sure there will be no avoiding the mud massacre slated to occur.  Now I realize that as you grow older so grows your tendency to think that things are getting worst. However I do think we are approaching all new lows (in terms of political rhetoric)  and I’m not only supportive but excited to watch this history unfold and here’s why.  It is with great meditation that I have been able to decode the not so subtle message that is the current GOP platform, which  roughly translates to ” White people galvanize! Let’s take this country back from the blacks, browns, gays etc. and restore the country’s “natural order” where the restraints of civil rights and federal responsibility don’t impede the success of the white man.”

I feel like Neo when he finally sees the matrix as a bunch of numbers.

So now for every stubborn denial of progress, blatant micro-aggression or race baiting attack on the current commander in chief, I hear only bells of justice* as the initial ruling majority now finally gets a taste of what the rest of us have been sucking down for lifetimes. Welcome to the minority, we got fun and games…

So get your gaffs on boys, cause this fight is to the death.

*my justice bell sounds like Guns-n-Roses

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Jul 30 2011
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interpersonal skills, intrapersonal skills

Nigg…

 

This word never comes out of my mouth.
Whenever I hear it the feeling I get is hard to explain, a chunk of it though is embarrassed. Embarrassed for the person who said it, embarrassed for myself as I quickly remember to control my face so as to not let the person see any reaction, just embarrassed that the word exsists in general.  I have never appreciated why certain black folks chose to use it, never understood why certain other  folks feel they can, or why anyone in general would want to. I do however vividly remember the first time I understood it. I was a baby like 3 or 4 years old and in some relatives living room and apparently cursed appropriately and it made everyone fall out laughing. I don’t remember exactly what I did or which curse word I said cause that is not the part of the memory that sticks out.  The part that sticks out is that ever the people pleaser as soon as I realized my audience I went for it again and in an effort to top myself  I said the next word I could think of that I knew was bad, and out my baby mouth came that word …and the room fell silent. That was when I knew this word was different. Not to sound overly dramatic but I feel like I understood at that moment the feeling that I still can’t explain. That feeling that sobered the room. The only explanation I can afford for it’s continued use is that I guess it’s like a scab over a once infected wound.  Common sense tells you to leave it  be, but I guess for some the itch is just too great.

 


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